And ever

I slowly edged closer to her under the sheets.  She was so very warm and I snuggled against her, careful not to wake her.

I gently moved my hand over her perfect thighs and felt her smooth skin with my fingertips. I ran my fingers around every contour, over every ridge; the subtle rise of her hip, the small ridge of her knee, up the back of her thighs reaching the frilled bounderies of her undies. 

I loved every inch of her flawless body.

My hand slowly and smoothly slid onto her abdomen. I lay my hand flat and felt the bottom of her rib cage with my little finger. Her every breath slow, warm, deep. Her ribs moving with her every breath, heaving, up, down, filling my ears with her heavenly presence. The light touch of my fingers reached for her bare chest and I could feel her heart, rhythmically thumping its muffled beat. Time slowed down to a viscous stop.

Her breasts soft, her skin so peaceful it made my hands feel worn, rough and cruel. 

I gently pressed my forehead to the back of her head and inhaled the sweetness of her hair which invaded my nostrils and eyes.

My other hand crept carefully into the nook between her neck and the pillow and I reached with my fingers to tenderly stroke the muscles of her neck. She swallowed abruptly and I froze, hoping she would not awaken.

I wrapped my hand around her waist, fitting my knees against the back of hers, her back curved against my chest. Her warmth embalmed me and I lay still listening to her breathing.

I kissed her nape through her hair and tightened my grip around her neck.

She struggled and I held her down from her waist, locking her legs with mine.

She tried to cough and could now only wriggle against me as I choked her.

A strangled gasp escaped from her lips as she elbowed my side and thrashed uselessly.

I pressed harder feeling her windpipe against my fingers.

I held her and crushed her with an unrelenting passion.

I kissed her on the back of her neck, her hair was on my lips and on my face. She was warm and I lifted my head and whispered heavily into her ear, "I cannot love you more than this."